Chapter 69 Selfish
Chapter 69 Selfish
Chapter 69 - 69 SelfishIt is difficult for ordinary people to survive in the end times because their power is too weak.
Because they are weak, they fear and envy the strong. In order to survive, everyone will do whatever it takes, so it is natural that the dark side of human nature will burst out without restraint. This world no longer distinguishes between good and evil, and abiding by those rules will not allow them to survive. Survival is the most important thing. When everyone is dominated by the dark side, doing evil becomes the trend of survival.
Suwan had thought about what would happen if she were an ordinary person.
Of course she would be scared. If Suwan were an ordinary person, she would have the same emotions as an ordinary person, timid, panicky, and full of doubts, but she would definitely try her best to survive with her family, even if it means hurting others.
Even if it hurts others. This shouldn't be the thought of a Belster, but Suwan has such a thought now. Saving people is their mission, but the family members that Suwan really wants to save are nowhere to be found. Everyone wants to live by any means, but the rescue team is always on the road of saving people, lingering on the edge of the abyss of death.
When Suwan saw the student being surrounded and eaten by zombies, his dark side slowly erupted.
Suwan almost experienced death by being eaten by zombies. She knew how painful that would be, and if she continued to carry out rescue missions, she would end up like this sooner or later.
Suwan didn't want to save anyone anymore. What did these people have to do with her? She went to Belster to escape from that rigid family, for her freedom, to be able to do what she wanted. Saving the survivors was her duty as Belster, but how could she do it willingly? If she wasn't careful, her life would be lost. She wasn't that great. She was just a selfish little person who couldn't save the world. She just pushed a survivor off the plane with her own hands.
Suwan had her own calculations in mind, and she had different thoughts when she looked at each person. The best time to leave was when the rescue mission was carried out. Looking at Instructor Oviso, Suwan thought it would be best if Instructor Oviso did not participate in their mission at that time, otherwise it would hinder her departure. When looking at Mike, Suwan had some doubts about him. She was not sure whether Mike would help her or report her if he found out about her plan. When looking at the woman and the child, Suwan thought of her family again. Although her father and mother expressed their love in different ways, they always treated her as a child who needed protection. At the same time, Suwan really hoped that she would be a survivor like the woman and the child, so that she could avoid danger and go to a safe city.
After examination, the woman and child were taken out of the medical room. Suwan watched them walk out with envy, knowing that they were leaving this safe zone while she would have to stay here.
The members of the rescue team had to make a report after the inspection, because they were the only group of people who had entered the central town after the outbreak of the Dark Curtain Crisis, so they had to report the changes in the zombies. I don't know if it was Suwan's illusion, but the officer with too pale skin seemed very excited when he heard that the zombies were evolving. It was a kind of enthusiasm for science. He didn't seem to be worried at all about these zombies becoming stronger. Noticing the strange gazes of the members of the rescue team, the officer tried to calm down, and while recording, he said to himself: "Then we have to catch a zombie to study." His hands were shaking with excitement, and even the words he wrote were crooked. Suwan frowned at him, comparing him with Zoe in his heart, because Suwan was sure that the officer with the name tag on his chest with 'Adolf' should actually be a re
Suwan watched quietly, thought for a while, and felt that Mike did not need to be disturbed, so he turned around and walked back to the medical room. There were still a few trainees left in the medical room teasing the female doctor. The young female doctor was surrounded by tall and energetic men, her face was red and she smiled shyly. The trainees tried their best to please her with words, and she was so amused that she could not speak. Suwan found it funny, and felt sad as he laughed.
The rescue team is to rescue others, but no one is here to protect them. Who knows if they will be able to come back for the next mission? They are all so young, so they can only enjoy themselves while they are still alive.
Suwan must leave the rescue team, even if she dies, she wants to die for what she wants to do, not to save irrelevant people.
She was selfish, cowardly, and shirked her duties, so what?
Everyone has selfish desires. Just because she is Belster doesn't mean she can't have some.
Mike came back soon, his broad shoulders drooping tiredly and his expression dejected. When he passed by the medical room, he glanced inside and saw Suwan looking at him. He forced a smile. Suwan walked towards him, stood beside him and looked in the direction of the elevator. The woman and the child had already left, and Mike did not have more time to spend with them.
Yiwei patted Mike's shoulder in understanding. Mike was half a head taller than her, and it was a little funny to be comforted by her like a child, but Mike still accepted Suwan's comfort and sighed softly. Weak women always make people want to protect them. If he met this woman at other times, Mike would have pursued her fiercely even if they couldn't speak the same language, and would have tried his best to protect them. But now he had no time to spend time with this woman, so he could only say goodbye to her. Will they meet again in the future? Maybe, but it is more likely that Mike died in the mission of saving people.
It didn't take Suwan long, just two hours, to pretend to stroll around and visit all the places she could go to get to know the layout of the place. Then she went to the guard room and asked the soldiers on duty if she could make a phone call. The other party immediately agreed. Several trainees had already made phone calls before, and they did not stop her.
Suwan glanced at the multiple surveillance screens in the guard room. The images on them included those on the ground and underground. The entire security zone was under close surveillance.
Suwan reached out to pick up the phone, but she didn't know who to dial. Call home? Suwan still remembered the strange call that was hung up. There was no point in calling again, and she would be home soon. So, call Zoe? Suwan wanted to, but she didn't know the phone number for Zoe's location.
Suwan asked the soldiers, "Do you know the phone number of a safe city near Cole City?"
Several guards had confused expressions and had no idea where Suwan was talking about.
Suwan could only hang up the phone in frustration, feeling unspeakable.
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