hotmtlnovel Chapter 16: She Is Beside The Light
Chapter 16: She Is Beside The Light
Chapter 16: She Is Beside The Light
Freya-Sensei announced the end of the match.
At that moment, the giant sun that Luke created, fizzled out as if it was just a joke.(E/N: Most likely the joke meant as if it was just some magic trick.)
That peculiar sensation of being pulled from the inside of your body was also gone.
Along with the loss of magic, the feeling of powerlessness rising from the bottom, and Lukes gaze looking down at such an unsightly person.
Haah, I cant resist it.
The inside of my body tingles and my lower abdomen becomes hot from the sight.
Its really unfortunate that that gaze is not directed towards me right now.
Really, Luke is something else
Haa, Haa
Are you okay Alice? Your face is all red
Dont worry about me. Just leave me be.
Okay if thats what you want.
Usually, the pain in my body subsides quickly.
No, it can be suppressed.
But today its different.
Far from subsiding, my body is getting hotter and hotter.
No I know the truth.
Ive long ago reached my limit.
And Ive been holding back for a long time npw.
Everything about me has changed since that day.
Before I met Luke, I was convinced that I was the best on earth.
I never doubted it.
Because the way people looked at me was always the same.
So I didnt like it.
When I first saw Luke at that party.
He had the same eyes, the look I had for those around me.
Eyes that were looking at insignificant beings.
I wanted to stain those eyes of his with humiliation
To break his heart full of arrogance, and further crush him filled with hatred.
How enjoyable that would be.
Just imagining him, no matter how much he hated it, but cant do anything, made my body tingle with excitement.
But that didnt happen.
I was the one who was dyed in humiliation.
I wasnt even a match.
To him, I was just one of the many.
I felt helpless.
Miserable.Vissit for updates
Pathetic.
A great deal of black emotion overcame me, something I had never felt before.
And I changed.
The emotion that should have been loathsome became pleasure and then transformed into love.
As I began to spend more time with him, those distorted feelings grew and grew even further.
I dont know why myself.
Yet, sure enough, I was remade from the ground up.
I couldnt go back to the way I was before.
I didnt even want to go back.
But It was also the beginning of pain.
He was never one to shy away from hard work.
If you see him, he was always either wielding a sword or reading a magic book.
He didnt even look at me.
He continued his studies as if obsessed with something.
He was looking for strength with a craving heart that was never satisfied.
It was then that I understood.
He was too big of a light.
Light sometimes becomes something to hope and long for..
But what if it is too big?
Its glare burns the eyes of those who see it, and anyone who tries to approach it is burned to death.
Such too big of a light.
Intense light sometimes deceives and drives people crazy.
Luke was just that.
It is really ironic that his attribute was darkness.
Still, I fell in love with that Luke.
But, this was not such a beautiful and clean emotion.
It was more muddy and hideous like dependence and crazy love.
Before I knew it, I couldnt imagine a world without him.
But my body ached for more.
With determination, I knocked on the door of the room.
The door opened immediately.
Its you. What are you doing here?
He clearly didnt like my presence.
He was looking at me as if he was looking at garbage.
He seemed to deny everything about me.
All of this uplifted me and coated what little reason I had left.
Will you let me in
ah.
Luke let me in unexpectedly.
Closing the door, I locked it immediately.
What the h**l are youha?
I took off my clothes.
Not slowly.
I immediately took off my jacket and all of my underwear.
What do you want?
Luke didnt change his complexion.
But his voice was a little different from usual.
That was cute.
.
I went straight to Luke and put my lips on his.
Put my tongue into his mouth.
And pushed him down with our tongues entwined as it was
The morning sun shines through the window.
I got up from the bed and looked outside.
Its such a wonderful morning.
Its really a nice morning
Damn you, you sonovabech!
And you call yourself a man!
Men are such stupid creatures!
Bang.
I slammed my head against the wall.
The worst.
I did it.
My reason stopped functioning as we did it last night.
I never thought I would be controlled by my body, not logic
Damn it!
What the h**l is going on with the security here!
Is this also included in the so-called freedom they mentioned!?
Connections are not supposed to be like that!!
Sigh, calm down.
Im the one whos at fault.
I didnt realize I had such a low tolerance for women.
I feel sorry for myself.
Well, all I was doing up until now was swordsmanship and magic.
Good morning, Luke.
I heard a voice.
There was only me and one other person in this room.
I cant believe youre so good at bed. You really are impeccable.
shut up. And get dressed.
Ara, no, not yet.
Damn it.
I underestimated her based on her appearance, thinking it was her only good feature.
I had no idea that it would turn into such a deadly weapon.
Well, what do you think? I think you can do it at least once more, right?
I looked at Alice.
Skin as white as snow.
Slightly red lips.
A glamorous, curvaceous body.
All of it caressed my lust.
Oh Seriously
Now get down on all fours.
Men really are such foolish creatures.