hotmtlnovel Chapter 503 If It Was His Choice
Chapter 503 If It Was His Choice
When Pei Yan and Shen Yao rushed to the hospital, Gu Chaoxi was sitting in the hospital corridor covered in blood.
She hung her head and didn't recover for a while.
Until Pei Yan came running over and called her from afar: "Chao Xi!"
Gu Chaoxi stood up and looked in the direction of Pei Yanlai. His originally dead expression suddenly showed some ripples.
Her lips opened slightly, but before any sound came out, tears began to fall down her cheeks.
Pei Yan hugged her in his arms, and she couldn't help sobbing and raised her hands to grab Pei Yan's clothes.
Everything in front of him was blurry and Gu Chaoxi couldn't quite tell where he was.
As soon as she arrived at the hospital, the stretcher was pushed directly into the operating room. The doctors wanted to try to save her, but she could feel that Weiwei was really gone.
"Ayan!" She spoke in a hoarse voice, her hands tightly grasping Pei Yan's clothes.
She was so sad that Pei Yan didn't know what to ask.
On the way here with Shen Yao, he had quickly found out what had happened today through his connections.
When he heard that someone was stabbed, Pei Yan immediately called Shen Yao out out of concern.
On the way, when someone sent him a message saying that the girl who was suspected to be dead was named Qin Wei, Pei Yan's first reaction was to turn around and look at Shen Yao.
His eyes were so complicated that Shen Yao had already thought of the worst outcome.
But now that he was in the hospital and was really facing such a result, Shen Yao still felt a little dazed.
He fell onto a bench beside him, his hands shaking uncontrollably.
Several times I wanted to say something, but no sound came out.
Until Gu Chaoxi came out of Pei Yan's arms and turned to look towards the emergency room.
A doctor wearing a mask came out and shook his head at them apologetically.
Everyone knows the result.
Shen Yao opened his mouth, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes and falling to the ground.
He sat there in a daze, as if all the strength in his body had been drained. In an instant he looked so depressed that he seemed to have aged several years.
"Shen Yao."
Gu Chaoxi called softly and walked forward.
But Pei Yan quickly reached out and held her, and when he saw her turning her head to look at him, he shook his head at her.
Silence spread among the three of them. Since comforting would not work, it would be better to let Shen Yao vent.
The man sat on the chair with his head in his hands, his whole body curled up.
It must have been so painful that he even had tinnitus.
What flashed through his mind were all his past with Qin Wei. Those fragments kept flashing back in his mind, as if reminding him of something.
He grabbed his hair, trying to suppress his crying and not wanting to look too embarrassed.
But, I just couldn't help it.
A man like that, just curled up on the bench, drooping his body, crying uncontrollably.
After a long time, Gu Chaoxi wiped her tears and walked towards Shen Yao.
Her hand gently fell on Shen Yao's trembling shoulders, as if she wanted to support him, or to comfort him.
"Shen Yao, Weiwei asked me to tell you that she has actually forgiven you a long time ago."
The man's body stiffened for a moment, and then it collapsed like a dam breaking.
He didn't look up, just kept nodding.
"I know, I know."
He was choking and could barely finish a sentence.
Gu Chaoxi covered her face and burst into tears once again. The tears that she had held back with great difficulty fell down like crazy.
Her eyes were already red and swollen, and her nose was sore, but when she thought that Qin Wei would never be with them again, she felt like she was falling into an abyss.
"Chao Xi, it's okay, I'm still here, you still have me."
Pei Yan held her in his arms, with tears streaming down his face.
He gritted his teeth and tried to keep his mind clear.
"Who are the family members?" the doctor came over and asked.
Gu Chaoxi was about to raise his hand, but Shen Yao raised his hand first: "I, I am, I am a family member."
He raised his head and wiped the tears from his face with his hands. He didn't care about the bloodshot eyes and looked at the doctor with sobs.
"follow me."
He staggered to his feet from the chair, nearly stumbling and falling, but relied on his own willpower to hold onto the wall and then walked forward.
Gu Chaoxi and Pei Yan just watched and no one went up to help.
At this time, it might be better to let Shen Yao calm down and stay alone with Qin Wei for a while.
Gu Chaoxi bit her lip, raised her hands to cover her eyes, and buried her head in Pei Yan's arms again.
The voice was a little muffled, as if the nose was still blocked.
"Ayan, he won't do anything stupid, right?"
Shen Yao has always been a loner, and the only person he is close to is probably Qin Wei.
The fact that they were chosen as players of the other world meant that they were already close to death in a sense.
Now that Qin Wei has left, can Shen Yao hold on?
Pei Yan looked at the direction Shen Yao left with the doctor. He had no answer to this question.
He hugged Gu Chaoxi tighter, raised his head slightly, and let the tears slide down.
"If that's his choice, we should respect that."
Neither of them spoke.
Perhaps we all know in our hearts that losing the meaning of living is no different from being dead.
Shen Yao waited until he and the doctor finished some procedures before finally leaving reluctantly.
He seemed even quieter than usual, his eyes staring blankly ahead.
When walking, the whole person seems extremely stiff.
After getting in the car, Gu Chaoxi wanted to say something to Shen Yao several times, but he couldn't open his mouth.
She couldn't even convince herself, so how could she convince Shen Yao?
As I thought about this, tears started to flow down my eyes again.
Looking down at the bloodstains still on his body, Gu Chaoxi's eyes began to feel sore again.
That scene seemed to have just happened, so how come they were separated forever?
She pulled at the corner of her clothes, looked at the bloodstains on it, her eyes turned red, and began to rub them vigorously with her hands.
But no matter how hard I tried, the bloodstains were always there.
Even until his palms were rubbed red, his clothes didn't change at all.
She choked, not knowing whether to cry or laugh. Suddenly, she slapped her clothes hard, and her palms fell on her body, feeling as if they were burning.
Pei Yan reached out and grabbed her wrist, but she still attacked him ruthlessly.
It was not until he twisted both of her hands behind her back and clasped them together that she was completely unable to struggle free.
"This is not your fault, Chaoxi, don't be like this."
He held her in his arms, feeling her tears soaking her clothes, but he could not say anything else that could be more comforting.
It's like losing the ability to speak.
"Chaoxi, don't be like this."
"If you want to vent, just bite me. Don't do this to yourself."
She opened her mouth and bit his shoulder fiercely until a trace of blood spread between her lips and teeth, and then she came to her senses.
Relieved, she was stunned.
"Ayan!" He had just opened his mouth when the dam burst again.
Later, I cried until I was tired and fell into a deep sleep.