The villainous prince who bullied Feng Aotian was actually myself.

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Selling these secrets to the Empire's enemies,

In that case, it seems that there's no need to work hard to earn a living.

After all, the outside doesn't look like a palace.

Inside the palace, you'll be provided with food, drink, and lodging, and they'll treat you with utmost sincerity. But it's different outside. In the outside world, if you want a place to stay and food to eat, you can't do without money.

Thinking like this,

Helena opened her diary with a hint of anticipation.

[July 1st, Friday, 293 of the Ferran calendar, sunny]

Today I spent the whole day listening to music at the Red Theatre with Raymond.

Alas, my precious time has been wasted like this.

I had planned to study fourth-order magic a week ago, but I still haven't made any progress.

No, I absolutely have to work harder tomorrow.

Ok?

What the hell is this?

Helena opened the notebook to the first page and saw lines of flowing Fitcher script written in black ink on the pale page.

The content of the article clearly resembles a diary.

That guy Leon—

Do they still keep a diary?

Helena was slightly surprised.

With curiosity, she turned to the second page.

[July 2nd, 293 AD (Ferrand calendar), Saturday, sunny]

When I opened the books about fourth-order magic, I felt dizzy and disoriented.

Just then, that damned Raymond tempted me again. I was thinking of relaxing and coming back to continue studying, but when I sat there and got up, I found that it was already late.

It's all his fault; he made me listen to music all day again.

puff,

This Leon...

Upon seeing this, Helena suddenly felt like laughing, but she held it in.

[July 3rd, 293 AD, Sunday, rain]

It's raining, I'm feeling down, so I'm listening to music at the Red Theater.

[July 5th, 293 AD (Ferrand calendar), Tuesday, cloudy]

Fourth-tier magic is too hard to learn, what's the point? I'd rather listen to music at the Red Theater.

[July 6th, 293 of the Ferran calendar, Wednesday, sunny]

[Bored, and unable to understand the book, I'm listening to music at the Red Theater.]

[July 9th, 293 AD (Ferrand calendar), Saturday, sunny]

The prettiest socialite in today's storyline suddenly hinted that I should go into her room to play games.

I refused because it was the first time I had ever played that kind of game.

Moreover, this game is very important, and I think the first time should be played with the girl you like the most.

This prince is truly a devoted and faithful good boy.

puff,

This Leon,

Who would have thought he would be so chaste?

Helena tried hard to suppress her laughter.

do not know why,

She suddenly found Leon somewhat adorable.

Upon closer reflection,

I'm not bad-looking myself, okay?

From childhood to adulthood, which boy didn't stare at her with wide eyes, and whose friends praised her for being pretty and cute?

Therefore, it's impossible for me not to be attractive to boys in that way, right?

Leon imprisoned himself in the room.

He could easily have gotten his body.

But the truth is—he never even had excessive physical contact with himself.

However, his chastity was perfectly consistent with his demonic nature.

Leon, you still deserve to die.

The Leon in the diary was completely different from the selfish, vicious, and cruel Leon he remembered.

Therefore, after analyzing the situation in her mind, Helena tried to come up with a reason.

Continuing to flip through the diary,

July was mostly filled with everyday琐事 (trivial matters).

When we flipped to August...

Helena's mood inexplicably became heavy.

Because August is the month she graduates from the Guberlan Academy and is introduced to the palace due to her special abilities.

This marked the beginning of her being tormented by drugs and reduced to a tool for healing...

[Saturday, August 6th, 293 of the Ferran calendar, sunny]

Today is a happy day because I met a beautiful girl with black hair and red eyes. She is very cute.

She has a beautiful name, Helena.

She possesses an incredibly powerful healing ability, and her father bestowed upon her the title of Healer.

After flipping through a few pages, on August 6th, Helena found herself in her diary.

Of course she remembered; it was her first day in the palace.

It was also the first time she met Leon.

In the hall, Leon's youthful and handsome appearance was actually very eye-catching among the many middle-aged and elderly ministers.

Leon offered to escort her to the Church of Holy Light that day.

Judging from his refined speech and manners, I, being rather naive at the time, thought that Leon would be a very gentle and kind boy.

Ha ha,

Now think about it,

Absolutely ridiculous.

Even before entering the palace, Helena understood the saying, "Once you enter the palace, it's like entering a deep sea."

But having just graduated from university, she never imagined that the interior of the palace, the administrative core of the entire empire, would be so dark and filthy.

Her mood suddenly turned negative, but Helena forced herself to suppress her discomfort and continued reading.

[August 12th, 293 AD (Friday), sunny]

Indeed, fate is fair; the price of great power is to endure intense pain.

Helena's healing ability has a fatal flaw: after healing someone, she will suffer the same amount of pain as the person who was injured.

Seeing Helena in such agony after using the healing treatment, I felt as if my heart was being torn apart.

I advised her that she might as well not get treatment.

She smiled and replied that these people were wounded on the battlefield while protecting the people of the empire, and it was what she should do. Moreover, she felt a sense of satisfaction when she saw others recover.

Hearing her words, I felt ashamed. In the face of her noble soul, I, who only thought of myself, was so insignificant.

I smiled and then fell silent.

She looked incredibly cute in her beige church robe today, like a little angel descended to earth.

She is indeed as kind as an angel.

My heart was pounding.

There's always a solution. If she wants to protect the world, then I'll protect her.

I feel it's time for me to do something, and I really do need to do something.

I must try my best to find a way to alleviate her suffering.

Well!

This!

Helena's beautiful face suddenly froze.

Because this is completely different from what she believed to be the truth!

In my memory,

Leon did try to persuade himself that if he couldn't bear the pain, then he shouldn't force himself anymore.

However, Helena discovers that she can gain all the skills of everyone she has healed.

Therefore, in order to become stronger, Helena rejected Leon's kindness and gave herself a great excuse.

Regarding this matter,

After regaining her senses from the numbing effects of the psychiatric drugs, Helena concluded that Leon had only been pretending to be a good person.

But the reality doesn't seem to be what I thought.

Unaware of the situation, Leon genuinely believed that he was simply there to heal the injuries of the imperial warriors.

and,

Seeing himself in pain, his heart was breaking.

How is this going? !

In the diary,

He also said he wanted to protect himself.

How can I help myself find ways to resolve negative effects?

Leonta,

He has a crush on me?

Do not,

It shouldn’t be!

That can't be right!

If he truly likes me.

Later, he secretly drugged himself.

To imprison and control oneself

How can this be explained?

Helena was completely stunned.

The contents of this diary,

It completely overturned her perception of Leon.