hotmtlnovel Chapter 837 Then cry for a while
Chapter 837 Then cry for a while
"Happiness is always a delicate matter. It's so-called happiness and beauty that are so hard to come by in life. This is perfectly normal, my dear child..."
Slowly injecting strength into the child's body, it is a beautiful and powerful force, but at this moment I feel sad. This powerful force makes people feel unbearable pain. Why?
It is full of life force, yet it feels sad and hopeless...
"What is happiness and unhappiness? It's just a division people make. I'm a happy child because my mother is always by my side. I'm a happy child because I can always feel my mother's love. I'm a happy child, not an unhappy child. I don't know what the division between happiness and unhappiness is, but I know it's not like this at all!"
The distinction between happiness and unhappiness is always vague and unclear, just as some people think that happiness is never happy enough, and some people think that pain is never painful enough...
Everything is like this, beauty and pain intertwined. Only with the contrast of beauty can we understand how unbearable the pain is. Only with the contrast of pain can we understand how hard it is to get beauty. This is true for everyone, at least for everyone we meet...
"This world isn't like that. My child, one day you'll understand how different this world is. One day you'll understand how ever-changing this world is. Often, it's not about letting go, but about having no other choice. Often, the changes aren't what we want, but what we're forced to agree to..."
With a soft sigh, her beautiful eyes were covered with a layer of misty tears. Mom was crying. After realizing this, Bruno Linxi was stunned for a moment, followed by an unspeakable pain. Why did she say these words to her mother? Why did she refute her mother's words? Why did she make her suffer? This is not what you should do. This is not what a good child should do...
"Mom, I'm sorry..."
I cried softly, unable to stop the tears, feeling so uncomfortable. I stared into the child's eyes. What beautiful eyes they were, what wonderful eyes they were...
"No, there's no need to apologize. You just wanted to tell me something, but that's not something you should apologize for. My child, don't be in pain, don't cry... I might cry, but please don't cry..."
Coughing gently, tears flowed down. I cried a little more happily, cried a little more vigorously, cried a little more uncomfortably...
I held the child for a long, long time, until enough time had passed before everything returned to normal...
Only a child's hug can warm me up. I need to have a good cry, cry out all my recent feelings, cry out all my recent pain, cry out all my recent grievances. Only in this way can I feel better. After all, crying is not necessary, but sometimes it is very useful. I feel good after the tears flow out...
"Mother……"
I gently patted the child's head and stared into his eyes, which seemed about to burst into tears. The emotion contained in those eyes was so bright. I love you. It's okay, my child, it's okay...
She cried even harder, and couldn't stop crying. Nuo Linxi even almost vomited because she cried so hard. She couldn't stop crying. It was so painful. The other person's eyes were so beautiful, but just looking at them made her feel even more uncomfortable...
"It's okay, my child, everything will get better. It's okay, my child, don't be sad. Mom wants to tell you some good things, but Mom can't say them. There aren't many good things in Mom's life, so I can't say them..."
Life doesn't have so much beauty and happiness. The thing that makes me happiest is that this child survived, that this beautiful life survived. This is the most beautiful thing in life, nothing else...
I let you live, my child, because I love you...
Because beauty and pain are intertwined, because I used to be afraid of all this, but now it is different. For the first time, I saw this beautiful world...
This world is beautiful yet painful. Making it better or worse is difficult, but does that mean we shouldn't try? It's the efforts of countless individuals that make things better. I feel like the crying is over, and there's no need to shed any more tears. It's so beautiful...
"Will the world change dramatically? Will it keep changing? Will that be painful or beautiful?"
Those beautiful eyes are hard to describe. Those beautiful eyes leave people speechless...
"I don't know why it's beautiful for some people and painful for others. The world has always been changing like this. It's beautiful for some people and painful for others, but we can't refuse change. The world is an upward spiral. The world will become better and better, but everyone has to work hard for it..."
Staring into her child's eyes, she still couldn't quite understand why her mother wanted change so badly. She couldn't understand why the pain was so painful for her. It had been like this for a long time...
"... Then I hope the world keeps getting better, so that Mom can talk freely about beautiful things, so that Mom will no longer be unable to talk about beautiful things. Mom will happily say that there are so many beautiful things in the world, and will happily say that she has so many things worth being happy about, instead of being unable to express them."
Staring into each other's eyes, the child's eyes are pure, and the child's eyes are telling me, I hope the world can become one that can make mothers feel happy. In fact, it is already happy enough, and it is already happy enough for me...
And the happiness is incredible, I am so happy that I am about to cry, this is happiness...
There is no need to say much about happiness, as long as everyone thinks it is happiness, it is enough.
"Then I hope the future world will be as you wish. My child, please don't forget to move forward. Don't stop. Don't stop either. Let's keep moving forward together. If one day I become an obstacle to you, I can end it myself. But please don't forget why you made this decision, why you chose all this..."
Try your best to change the world, whether it's better or worse, you've already tried your best, right? Everything will be better, right? At least now I feel better, and tomorrow will still be a sunny day...