hotmtlnovel Chapter 333
Chapter 333
Jade Sword Pavilion.
Inside the secret room.
Shi Yixuan's eyes were cold, and she crushed the image stone.
If she knew that the Nine Blood Soul Flower was given by Ying Yi, she would not use his things even if she died.
She thought it was dirty.
Shi Yixuan closed her eyes, and the eight meridians in her body opened. There was a terrifying spiritual energy in her dantian, and she planned to break through the Martial Emperor Realm.
But as soon as she closed her eyes.
Ying Yi was like a nightmare, appearing in her mind all the time.
She forced herself to calm down, but she couldn't get rid of it.
Shi Yixuan frowned slightly.
She understood that there was a knot in her heart. If she didn't untie it, this breakthrough would definitely fail.
She took out the sound transmission order and called Li Yun over.
In the Abyss Forest, everything Ying Yi did did make her a little distracted, and she also looked at him with a new eye. Even if she didn't want to admit it, she couldn't resist the thoughts that rose in her heart.
The most important thing is.
She wanted to know why Ying Yi always had a hint of sadness and guilt in his eyes when he looked at Rong Xinxue and mentioned her.
In the picture.
Ying Yi's doting on Rong Xinxue made her a little horrified.
Before he became emperor, Ying Yi would wash clothes and cook for her. Although the food he cooked was terrible, it gave her a different meaning. Even her menstrual period, Ying Yi knew it clearly. Even if she was ashamed to talk about it and asked Ying Yi not to worry about it, Ying Yi would always make brown sugar water for her during those days and not let her touch cold things.
Ying Yi's behavior made her a little funny and a little moved.
She was a powerful person in the realm of kings and princes.
Cultivators were different from ordinary women and did not have menstrual periods.
Ying Yi knew the date of her menstrual period, but one day, she had a problem with her practice. She was weak and had abdominal pain during those days, which made Ying Yi mistakenly think that it was because of her menstrual period that made her like this.
It also started from that time.
Every time those days came, Ying Yi would go out of the palace in person, go to the market, or find the jujube tree and the things that warm the palace early, and boil them for her to drink.
A touch of tenderness appeared on Shi Yixuan's jade face.
It is undeniable.
Those three years were the happiest three years for her.
The same three years imprisoned her for a lifetime.
She never forgot that during the three years, Ying Yi would take care of her all night when she went wrong in her practice, and listened to the words of the quack doctor and went deep into the forbidden area to find medicine alone, and almost died.
There are countless such things.
She was devoted to practicing Taoism and her six senses were pure, but she was subtly influenced by Ying Yi in those three years.
Until the three-year period was up.
When she was about to leave, she panicked and found that she had already had the figure of Ying Yi in her heart. Even if she wanted to cut off the love, it was too late.
On the one hand, she wanted to follow her heart and tell Ying Yi about his feelings.
But on the other hand, she felt ashamed.
Ying Yi had just reached adulthood, while she had been a cultivator for hundreds of years.
In the world of cultivation.
Age is the least important factor in relationships, but she still couldn't convince herself.
Moreover.
As the head of the Jade Sword Pavilion, one can imagine the heavy burden on her shoulders.
After all.
The existence of the Jade Sword Pavilion is not only because of inheritance, but also because of the mission that the Jade Sword Pavilion has been carrying since its establishment.
Many reasons.
Shi Yixuan left Daqin, which is why she left the wooden hairpin to Ying Yi, but at the same time strictly ordered him not to step into the Jade Sword Pavilion.
Because she was in a conflicted mood.
She liked Ying Yi, but they couldn't be together.
The wooden hairpin was her token of love, and she thought she would never use it in this life.
But she never thought that after meeting Ying Yi, she would have the shadow of the other person in her heart, so she gave the wooden hairpin to Ying Yi.
And not letting Ying Yi enter the Jade Sword Pavilion.
She knew clearly that the two of them could not have a future.
So.
Giving the wooden hairpin to Ying Yi was emotional and a spiritual sustenance for her.
Not letting him enter the Jade Sword Pavilion was rational, because she knew the burden on her shoulders and the relationship between the two of them as a master and apprentice. If they were together, they would definitely be unacceptable to the world.
Before leaving, Shi Yixuan said something to Ying Yi.
The friendship between the master and the apprentice is over, and they will never meet again in this life.
After saying this, she was extremely painful.
So much so that later.
Shi Yixuan returned to the Jade Sword Pavilion and meditated day and night. The figure of Ying Yi was in the depths of her mind, lingering.
She used the forget-me-not grass.
According to legend, it was the most magical spiritual object in this world, which could completely forget a person.
She used it.
But after only a few months, Ying Yi's figure appeared intermittently, until the end, it could no longer be lingering and could not be erased.
This moment.
Shi Yixuan knew that she could never let go of Ying Yi.
So in the next few years, she often traveled thousands of miles just to see Ying Yi.Seeing him grow from immaturity to maturity, she was happy and sad.
She was happy that Ying Yi no longer needed her in the future.
She was sad that...
Ying Yi no longer needed her in the future.
"Why... do you think of so much again?"
Shi Yixuan came back to her senses.
She realized that she was falling into it again.
She had never denied her thoughts or love for Ying Yi.
Even now.
She loved Ying Yi very much, but she also hated him to the bone.
She wanted Ying Yi to die and cut him into pieces.
When he really died, she would not live.
She loved him, but she also hated him.
The hatred in her heart was because she had given everything, and was willing to be the enemy of the whole world for Ying Yi, and ended up with bruises all over her body, but was ruthlessly abandoned by him, and she wanted revenge for herself.
But her love for him had never been erased.
She also knew that if Ying Yi died, she would not live long. Since they could not be husband and wife in this life, she only hoped that they could continue their relationship in the underworld.
"Ying Yi, I really love you so much."
"Since we can't be together in this life, let's die together. I will definitely love you very much, but can you... stop bullying me?"
A red light flashed in Shi Yixuan's eyes.
Her lips became rosy, and the red eyeshadow made Shi Yixuan extremely charming. She smiled while talking, but tears slid down from the corners of her eyes.
"Master!"
While thinking.
Li Yun's voice came from outside the secret room.
Shi Yixuan's eyes became cold again, and the charming aura flashed away, as if it had never existed before. She said coldly: "Come in."
PS: Thank you for the great god certification from big daddy tijin, thank you big daddy!
Dear godfathers, I'll take a day off today to update a chapter. I crashed and have to go to repair the car...