hotmtlnovel Chapter 206 Earthshaking 1981----Purification
Chapter 206 Earthshaking 1981----Purification
When Zhang Qinghua said this, his whole figure seemed to disappear immediately. Zhao Xiaosheng's face turned pale, and he shouted sadly and angrily: "Nonsense!"
Then, as if he was afraid of frightening her, he quickly lowered his voice: "Who dares to say that, I will beat him to death!"
Qinghua cowardly forced a smile and asked, "Then why don't you dare to let me sit in?"
Zhao Xiaosheng was helpless and whispered: "My house is too shabby!"
Qinghua shook his head: "I don't dislike it!"
Zhao Xiaosheng's face turned pale and red, and his voice became deeper: "I never clean it up, it smells bad!"
Qinghua still shook his head: "I don't dislike it!"
"Huahua!" Zhao Xiaosheng felt something was wrong with her and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you?"
Zhang Qinghua looked at him without saying a word, her eyes illuminated by the water's light, with a deep and unknown dark color.
Zhao Xiaosheng felt sad, but he didn't want to disappoint her after all, so he took out the key and walked to the main door to unlock it: "Yes! If you don't believe me, come in and have a look!"
After opening the door, he staggered to let Zhang Qinghua in, but he stood on the steps outside the door and watched.
Qinghua entered the house. The room was very dark, but he could also see the broken tables and kangs inside. It was actually not messy. There was a hint of orderliness in the shackles. After all, he was a soldier and was not that lazy.
Qinghua turned to look at the people on the steps and asked softly: "Aren't you coming in?"
Zhao Xiaosheng felt nervous, lowered his head and said, "Goodbye, I feel embarrassed!"
As soon as the words fell, the scene fell into endless silence. When Zhao Xiaosheng raised his head to look at her again, Zhang Qinghua was standing there. In the dark, he could see her tears rolling down more and more.
"What's wrong?" Zhao Xiaosheng was anxious. He walked into the house and approached anxiously.
And asked angrily: "Who bullied you? Tell me and I will kill him!"
Zhang Qinghua blinked her tearful eyes and smiled: "You have to shed tears before you are willing to get closer to me? It turns out that you were nice to me before just because you pity me!"
"No!" Zhao Xiaosheng argued without hesitation: "I'm not pitying you..."
He looked at Zhang Qinghua's sad and deep eyes, and roughly guessed that she must have been wronged, and he knew the pain in her heart.
After meeting Qinghua, Zhao Xiaosheng hated the world and his useless fists, but he could not change her fate or heal her scars.
The more he empathizes with her pain, the less he can say the words "I like you" and "Can you marry me?" For Qinghua, that would be very painful.
Zhao Xiaosheng stepped back and his voice became hoarse: "Huahua, I am a man in his late thirties and I can't bear to be in front of you..."
He couldn't stand her sad eyes, but he couldn't help but look straight at her: "I can't stand it... I have evil intentions towards you...!"
He struggled to say the words, and immediately lowered his head after saying this, feeling extremely sad.
Zhang Qinghua burst into tears. She wiped the tears on her cheeks and choked: "When I stood by the pond, either I didn't dare to jump down, or I felt that I couldn't be sorry to Xiu Xiu. She risked her life to pull me out of hell." Come back, I can’t let her down!”
Zhao Xiaosheng suddenly looked up at her. What she said was scary!
Zhang Qinghua choked and murmured: "But my heart is too painful! The life of constantly waking up from nightmares is too painful!"
"I thought if anyone could help
I forget my past self, can it help me erase all the disgusting memories of the past, so I won’t have nightmares anymore! Will I have the strength to keep going! "
"Zhao Xiaosheng! Can you help me forget the past?"
Of course I am willing, and I am willing to go through fire and water, but Zhao Xiaosheng couldn't say anything, so he asked directly: "How... how can I help..."
Zhang Qinghua tilted her head, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, held the corners of her slightly trembling mouth, and smiled lightly. She took two steps towards him and gently placed her face on his chest.
Zhao Xiaosheng felt like his head was exploding and roaring for a long time. No matter how stupid he was, he could still understand what she wanted him to do.
"Huahua, you are doing this to yourself!" Zhao Xiaosheng clenched his fists tightly and said through gritted teeth, "Tell me what kind of grievances you have suffered to make you do this to yourself! Tell me, I will never Let that person go!”
"No one else is to blame!" Zhang Qinghua clung to his chest. When she heard his heart beat rapidly and powerfully, she felt that her heart was about to break.
Tears kept flowing, and she said with hatred and sorrow: "It's me who can't pass the threshold of memory! It's me who feels dirty!"
As soon as he finished speaking, Zhang Qinghua slowly left him, walked away, and when she was about to go out, she was suddenly pulled back by Zhao Xiaosheng with great force.
His lips were warm and generous. Zhang Qinghua raised her head, swallowing her tears and swallowing his domineering and powerful breath. His kiss purified her body and soul.
She just let him wrap her up, and for a moment she felt like the best girl in the world.
She is like a sad rabbit, Zhao Xiaosheng wants to be with her
Die and leave this sinful world.
"Huahua, I came too late! You have suffered so many grievances. It's not your fault, it's my fault. It's all my fault!" He embedded the thin woman in his arms, leaving no gaps.
"Don't you think I'm dirty?" Zhang Qinghua lowered her arms, but didn't dare to hug him back.
"I beg you, can you please stop doing this to yourself?" Zhao Xiaosheng felt so uncomfortable that he was going to explode: "What should I do to make you believe that in my eyes, Zhao Xiaosheng, you are the best girl in the world? "
It wasn't enough to hold her in his arms, so Zhao Xiaosheng picked her up by the waist, retreated to the wall behind the door, and used his generous lips to warm her again.
It's not intense, but it's domineering enough, like mountains and rain, but it's cautious, leaving its mark wherever it can touch.
When Zhang Qinghua was about to suffocate, he suddenly let go, took two steps back quickly, and asked firmly, panting: "Is this enough? Is it enough to make you feel good about yourself?"
Qinghua caressed her chest and lowered her head, not daring to look into his eyes. Tears fell down. She raised her hand to push the half door next to her.
When the door closed with a clang, she raised her head and looked into his eyes in the darkness. Her voice was soft but with a decisive air: "It seems... it's not enough!"
Zhao Xiaosheng opened his mouth. When the half door closed, he suddenly understood her determination. His heartbeat was too fast and he needed to calm down. As soon as Qinghua's voice fell, he turned around and ran into the back room.
Zhang Qinghua sobbed secretly. She held on to her clothes tightly, thinking that the man still disliked her after all. However, in the blink of an eye, she saw Zhao Xiaosheng turning around again, holding a big box in his hands.
.
He stood in front of Zhang Qinghua and opened the box. Even though the night had just fallen, he couldn't hide the glittering pearls inside the box. There were actually a lot of gold and silver jewelry inside!
Zhao Xiaosheng's tone was a little excited, but also extremely gentle: "You know my grandfather's background..."